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Another poem about waterStill.  You are a tide. returning to me, nightly. scattering the days waste along my shores.   
I'm no longer proud of anything that I create.  Your watermark has faded and you no longer stain my pages.  My ocean.  My head, screaming:   
"Bukowski was right, it's not pretty."   
We move slowly like the plates of earth.  We change scenery.  
Vital, unknown but always present.  Sometimes, we cause earthquakes.  We are and always have been, two continents colliding.  I'm sorry that I changed into something far less beautiful than a change on the coastline.  More dest Another poem about water
by ~iheartabortions
it's not a metaphor.my love for you  
is not how the stars  
kiss the moon behind veils of clouds  it is not the way your voice sounds like  
a million angels singing only to me .   
no.  fuck that.   
it's your tits.  it's the way you moan my name when you orgasm.  it's the way your hair is bushy first thing in the morning  and the way you flinch when i touch you.  it's how i get jealous.  how i make you feel like a whore.  how you break down crying.  it's how you lie to me.  about everything .  about everything but the fact that you love me.   
it's how we cried it's not a metaphor.
by ~iheartabortions
Love poem.   Tonight I'm going to write.  I'm going to write until I don't feel like myself anymore.  
I'm going to write truth buried in a heap of lies  
and I'm going to spit it back into your face,  into your eyes until the truth fucking blinds you.   
I'm going to write of caged birds with deaf owners  who mistake squawks of desperation for bird song  
and then I'm going to set those birds free,  because you were always scared of flying  
so you clipped my wings and told me you were keeping me grounded  while you were dragging me down.   
I'm going to write you a string of s Love poem.
by ~iheartabortions
passive smokingI gave up waiting for you that night,  got into bed and lay on a dictionary.   
I pulled it out and pressed my finger against a word the bore no relevence to you,  but I wrote your name beside it anyway because everything has to be related to you in some way.   
I could have set the room alight that night.  I dropped a promise, those cigarettes I said I wouldn't smoke.  You never noticed the change in my voice when I was smoking at the other end of the phone.  
I know every little change in the tone of your voice,  like the way your "I love you's" change before you're just about to drift into passive smoking
by ~iheartabortions
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i used to write poems.

Tue Oct 6, 2009, 2:45 PM
i used to write poems and people would say that they liked them.
i used to write poems but i don't do much of that anymore.
i'd like to say i'm sorry.

i'm sorry but i don't know what i'm sorry for
or who i'm saying sorry to.

i wonder if i should be apologising to myself for not doing things or to you.


one day, i woke up and i decided to be an artist.
i drew some pictures and applied for art college and that is where i am today.

maybe my words were taken away because i replaced them with something else.
that's a lie that i like to tell myself to make myself feel better about not writing.

see, i don't write because i lost my words. i'm scared that i wrote them all away, that maybe they've moved on to someone else because maybe words are like old lovers.

i draw pictures and i make things called sculptures.
i sit in a big studio and i never feel good enough.
i never know why i'm there.

my words and i are quite lost and i'm sorry.
i'm sorry for not writing.

i'm sorry for losing you, words.
i'm sorry if i was stuck in a rut, i'm sorry if i bored you so much that you flew away.
dear words, if you read this, please return you're missed and i'm missing without you.


p.s. to all the people who still watch me, thank you.
it really means the world to me and when i finally write something i promise you all that i'll post it here straight away.

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~Overfinite Nov 1, 2009, 6:21:17 PM
i just read your things over and over. i love it.
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~Overfinite Nov 1, 2009, 6:21:03 PM
i just read your things over and over. i love it.
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~Asherlee0099 Oct 25, 2009, 3:38:40 PM
Thank you sososo much for the watch!
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~PurplePanties Oct 2, 2009, 4:30:18 AM
Please upload some new poems, I seriously miss them :O

I know I've said this before, but your poetry is one of the only I like.
You rock.

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